give me some times.

Combo Plan.

3 days 2 nights sleep over , accompanied by the unlimited combo plans....!!!!!!
I tried to list out everything i did within this few days.
Plan starts with

24th Dec
1.Eric is here!
2.Autumn For lunch
3.Random decision to Perlis
4.Stef's Christmas eve dinner with Dress=)
5.Padang (abit problems but had been settled )
6.Sleep over (have a nice talk)

25th Dec
1.woke up at 630
2.Went balai fetch Choky ( but he walked to Econsave lol )
3.Breakfast in Sri Wang
4.Searching for Semeling riverside
5.but End up in Tupah waterfall
6.Village mall starbucks
7.Fos photo sessions
8.Plan go to G-hut
9.G-hut closed , so went Summer Pearl ( with the NOT-REALLY-NICE horoscope's drinks)
10.Apex met up with the COUPLES. ( for like 30 minutes)
11.Everyone went home and sleep (but no one actually slept except me)
12.Singing Disney's song.
13.Party began!!! ( fetched everyone and met up in stef's house )
14.Thai's food!!! ( quite nice which cost rm129) Quite cheap XD
15. jubli Park ( we went to our padang first, communication problem)
16.SPRAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOST HIGH PART!!!!! ( steve end up to become the king, u'r the man lah, i have to admit that..lol)
17. Candles !! and photo sessions. (magic trick cheating time too)
18. My house !! chit-chathing, perli-ing ,gossip-ing,cola-ing..=)
19.Mahjong!!!!!!!!!
20. MAMAK ( i missed this part , because i'm just simply too tired)

26th Dec
1.Eric went home
2.Breakfast with family.
3.May be starbucks later, BECAUSE BRO IS GOING TO STEAL MY BROADBAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOBSOBSOB T.T

给自己的话

很累
睡前想对自己说说话


当你不知道该怎么做的时候
就什么都不用做
如果你的部落格还能为你保留一丁点的空间
我想自己安慰自己
疯狂的面前
却藏着背后的孤寂
不过好像也是自找的
我学会开心的笑着
我学会保护我的朋友
我学会很多很多东西
只是
偶尔
我也想要任性
我也想要
我也想要
纯粹的做着我想要的
或许

我羡慕能够放声大哭
我羡慕能够任性放肆
我羡慕被朋友拥抱的感觉
我羡慕以前的自己
只是
那天
那行泪水
让我了解了
那些是我无法逃避的责任
我会扛起来的
我答应自己
因为
这是我的家
我要保护你们。
我要保护我唯一的家。

University

I got the conditional offer from University of Manchester, which is 1A2B. So at the end , still need to wait until my actual result come out . I'm quite worry for my economics. Since i know i did so badly for that. Well, hope that i can successfully enter to the Uni, but of course i still hoping for Kings . Bro said i shouldn't go to UK if i didn't get Kings. I will think about it. Due to all the financial problems and some other reasons. May be i should think twice before i go. But still, that's a dream. A dream of mine, a beautiful dream which i crave so much .To experience snowing which i could only feel it through the scene inside the tv, to mix with new people, speak with ANGMOR with my super broken English. HAHA.. And the most important thing, I wanna to prove to my brother. I didn't disappoint him. I fulfilled the promise i had made 9 months ago. I want to follow his footstep because I'm just simply so proud of him. But the truth is , I'm not as smart as him, I'm not as hardworking as him, and I should think about other factors. By the way, Leave it for next year. 船到桥头自然直..=)

Ah, and i saw someone in Central Square just now, we shouted so loud and ran to hug each other .We didn't care about how others look at us, we didn't care about how SIA SUI are we .At the moment, i knew i miss her so much =) haha! Well, she still NOT that tall. Xiao xiao wan still NOT that small as usual ,she is still her , hahaha! Oh, and Jason, do come to my house mahjong. I'm waiting for you =)

Well, Christmas is almost here. The Gang planned something i guess. Even though Christmas is not really for us . But it is still a warm and peaceful day for US to gather=) I'm hoping for it , let's make a little wish here. I hope all of the LG members will be together on this special day ^^

p/s: I remained silent do not mean that I don't care. I do care.

Life is not always flowery and sometimes, life will throw us a lemon or two just to make us feel the taste of sour. But if we can turn that sour into lemonade, then life can be slightly sweeter

Food and heaven

Today is family day ! = )
Early in the morning, i fetched papa ,mama and grandma go and visit another popo in Kuala Kangsar.
We reached there in one hour and 10 minutes =p Ops.
Well, my journey is all about FOOD!! =)
We went to Sungai Siput to have our breakfast which is 糯米饭 hei , very famous wan !
and super cheap =)


this is kaya flavour, we ordered the sambal wan. But i was too hungry , so forgot to take picture=)

After that , reached popo house! =)
and FOOD AGAIN!! =)
my favourite curry of course! sllupppp


and popo teached me how to make popia's cup !!!! =)

接下来请猜猜这里是哪里？

像不像人间天堂？

雨树轻轻点水


划船的人们划破湖面的宁静，　仿佛世外桃源

穿梭在如迷宫般的雨树林　

这里是哪里？？

hahahahaha!! =)
it's Taiping's lake side view!!!!
damn nice right!!
it's just located right beside



zoo taiping!!!!!! =) hahahahaha
So nice view is not necessarily located in China , Hang zhou or whatever
Malaysia has one too!! =)
and it's so near!!
I'm addicted to the view.So peaceful and quiet.

That's all for today. Just to share this place to you all. especially lepaks! =)


p/s:Wait, the decision column there got a word Conditional , isn't meant that i got the conditional offer for University of Manchester?
A bit high, not very high , must comfirm first ............................hope won't get 3A's offer. bless me.

Life

Yesterday, Eric told me that one of the patient was forced to chop off his leg because of diabetes. He and his wife make the decision together. How tragedy is that. You are forced to made a decision which is to chop off your own leg. I felt uncommonly bad.However, that's what we called life. Pray for the guy and pray for the family.

Well, life is always so unpredictable. Things may not turned out as what you expect or things happened when you don't expect. and What we can do is only solve it and accept it.
It's tough sometimes, but you will definately be proud of yourself when you stand up and didn't knocked down by PROBLEMS.

problems are called problems because they are supposed to be solved, things we can't solve are called nothing -quote by Eric.
and
life is like a roller coaster -quote from Chok

I'm proud of you=)

辛苦了。

I though the story had ended long time ago , but it didn't.
But i assured that tomorrow will be the last chapter of the story , and you will be fine.
just want to say.

你真的很可靠。
不过
你辛苦了。。
也真的辛苦你了。

i need starbuck.
i need a cup of coffee..
now
right now..

我感觉到，
差不多了=)

=)

No matter who you are
Please follow the instructions below.

Take a deep breath.
Close your eyes for 10 seconds.
and smile =)

I'm doing it.
and i will do it over and over again.

by the way , continue your work.

p/s: faith.

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